Happiness is moments in your eyes
Long hellos and even longer goodbyes
Sweetness follows where you go
In waves against the undertow
I thought that you should know

I’m still playing the same songs you said you hate
Abusing myself and staying up too late
But I’d change everything
Everything about me
Still you’d move on
Move on without me

I have my crutches to forget it all
I measure my days in whiskey and labetolol
Voices pounding in my head
Ambition frozen and dead
I’ll dream of you instead

I’m still playing the same songs you said you hate
Ignoring my impending expiration date
But I’d change everything
Everything about me
Still you’d move on
Move on without me

I live my life like a product